“That’s it really”

This post is dedicated to Catriona, whenever I said to her “it is what it is” she would reply with “That’s it really” always with a huge smile 🙂 .

Problem is I have been to Catriona’s funeral today, she was 42…….

I did’t know her long, but we got on straight away. I managed to upset her one day she misunderstood something I said but we sorted it out and she said something along the lines of “i’m beginning to like you, you’re a cheeky one you’re trouble aren’t you?” with a huge smile 🙂 .

I am guessing her family will never read this but I would like to reinforce what the second speaker said today, she loved her family so much and she showed me pictures of “her boys” a few times, she was so proud of them, she was so proud of her sister and her Mom and Dad and she loved them all from the bottom of her heart, although she did say on a numbers of occasions “they seem to know what I am doing before I do…” we discussed the possibility that they had installed web cams, lol. She had a huge smile on her face 🙂 .

This bit will sound a bit selfish…. I am absolutely gutted she passed away before Christmas because she made me promise I wouldn’t spend it on my own and would go to my brothers, initially I lied to her and she gave me a huge smile 🙂 . I bumped into her later that day and she made me promise again, I did and I think this time I meant it, we gave each other a hug and as I walked away she had a huge smile on her face 🙂 . She was so excited about Christmas and she didn’t get there last year, which is so sad….. I hope if she was looking down to see if I went to my brothers she saw that I did and had a huge smile on her face 🙂 . Thank you Catriona, because I went I got some real “Gem” moments to add to my memory bank and that puts a huge smile on my face 🙂 .

I want to keep this post short so I will just say it was an absolute pleasure to have known you and have a laugh with you, you will be in my thoughts for ever. As you know I don’t do Christmas but the card you gave me the last time I saw you I have in a clip frame, and I promise next Christmas I will enjoy it and not put a Bah Humbug hat on my head. Gunna miss you Catriona… “That’s it really”……..

One last thing, i’m not a big Take That fan but this tune was played at your funeral today and from now on every time I hear it I will think of you and the HUGE SMILE ON YOUR FACE 🙂 .

Take That “Rule the World”

Keep Smiling 🙂

8 thoughts on ““That’s it really””

      1. Your welcome Jon! My studies are going fine albeit a little stressful. However, the older adults I work with are so cool it makes it all worthwhile. It’s good to read you are taking part in providing feedback to the services you’ve experienced, if no one ever speaks up nothing will ever change so don’t give up and keep going 🙂

        1. Cool, keep going 🙂 I have to give feedback to what I am experiencing because it is disgusting and if I wasn’t as strong as I am and didn’t have the support network I have simple fact is I wouldn’t be here now! I will never give up, I promise you that. Odd question but how would you feel about me visiting you at uni and you and your fellow students can prod and poke my noggin? Keep smiling 🙂

  2. We do have service users (don’t like that term, but it’s what we are asked to use at uni) that come in and teach/work with us, so I can certainly ask if you’re interested. I and many other students find this interaction very useful. Let me make some enquiries and I’ll let you know 🙂

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